POI的选歌为什么总是神奇地让我联想到中年组……比如daughter的《medicine》比如这首(土哥哦QAQQQQQ…………还都是虐虐的感觉……
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
今天我弄伤了自己
为了看看自己是否还能感觉
专注于痛楚
这唯一的真实
针戳出的洞口
古老而熟悉的痛
试图抹杀一切
却全部记得
what have I become
my sweetest friend
everyone I know goes away
in the end
我变成什么样子了
我最亲爱的朋友
最后
每个认识的人都已远去
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
你能全部拥有
我这个污垢的帝国
我会让你失望
我会让你受伤
(you stay wait for me you're here)
I wear the crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disppear
you are someone else
I am still right here
我戴着荆棘的王冠
走在说谎者的椅子上
充塞着破碎的思想
无法修补
在时间的染玷下
这些感觉已然消失了
你成为了不一样的人
我仍在原地止步
what have I become
my sweetest friend
everyone I know goes away
in the end
我变成什么样子了
我最亲爱的朋友
最后
每个认识的人都已远去
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
你能全部拥有
我这个污垢的帝国
我会让你失望
我会让你受伤
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
若还能重新开始
即使在千里外的远方
我会坚持自己
我会找到我的路